Thursday, February 21, 2008

Um, coolest bed ever

I don't think I've ever salivated over a bed before, but this hits both my tech fetish and my aesthetic button. I don't just want to have sex on that bed, I want to have sex with that bed.



The site is not in English, but the commercial is, so just scroll down and find the video. It's something else.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Teh Question, Redux

To clarify, the question is not how do you know that you want something but the process by which you reach the realization that you desire. Carry on.

I'm having an Amy Winehouse sort of day

No, no, not THAT kind of Amy Winehouse day, just a day where her sultry voice and Cuban-inspired beats are just what this lonely, unemployed sex goddess needs. I am pretty handy, though, as I fixed my beloved yet fritzy iPod all on my own earlier. Eat that, Steve (Jobs). It's working again which was awesome for public trasiting around the East Bay today, so I got to bop to Ms. Amy on the BART platforms and over-priced ACT buses alike. Yay!

And to clarify, an Amy Winehouse sort of day means I feel heartbroken for a moment, then remember I'm not; I want to be in love, then remember that I am; I want to get fucked up, then remember I want to be a mom and don't want to hurt myself anymore for fear of jeopardizing that beautiful future, etc. It's a lot of conflicting desires. My partner posed an interesting question that's been echoing in my brain for about 5 days now. He asked me what process I go through in deciding what I want. Not the actual getting of what I want, but the deciding part. I honestly couldn't tell him. I don't know, and I've been racking my brain, analyzing my behavior til my eyes cross trying to figure out why I want what I want when I want it, and I'm stuck. So, I pose the question to you, readers, beyond biological urges like sex and food, how do you decide what you want and when posed with conflicting ideals, how does one trump the other?


Thursday, February 7, 2008

Hail!

Mitt's out!!! Only one more religious crazy person to go before we have a sane (ish) November election.

Also, there are apparently about 5 different strains of flu tearing apart the Bay Area and I am now on bout #2, because my immune system is not used to the local pathogens. oh boy. I have so high a fever, it feels like all my bones are breaking. Sorry to bitch, but ugh.


Tuesday, February 5, 2008